Fear? What does this means to you? Do you have any fears? I certainly do.
I’ve spent nearly 2 decades in the same industry, working for the same types of company thinking this is what I want, to become like my mother who was very successful in her career. But as years passes by and now as a mother of two, I come to realized life is more meaningful than just going to work for hours after hours. The more I am in this pattern, the more I’m looking into my fears.
What am I scared of? Is it really about what other people’s think or there’s more to it? Fear comes from within, the unknown, the uncertainty and the bravery to step outside of my comfort zone. It requires us to take risks and try something that we’re not sure what the future holds. When you look into future, what do you see? Who do you want to be? Right now, I am still missing that drive, is it because I am too comfortable where I am? Or I am giving myself all the pressure to maintain here to fulfill other parts of my life?
Doing self reflection certainly helps, mapping out what my life will be if I continue doing what I’m doing help me to visualize where the issue lies. I’m trying to print this somewhere that I can look at everyday to remind myself this is a phase, it will pass and if you don’t do anything about it, no one can help.
My brain is so dead right now, reading my pass posts made me realized I was once very fluid in my writing, is like the sea, it just flows so naturally and now, is harder to begin this journey again.
Positivity is key, keep going, keep thinking of the best that could happen and I will succeed. I know I will get out of this phase, this is the year to make radical changes to my life. There’s a lot you can read, exercises you do, courses you enrol, the key is action! Take action, own back your own time, stop over thinking of the unknown and fear of what to come. Action is stronger than anything, believe it and stick with it, have discipline and strive for a future that you want to achieve.
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